L爱veYoh[: Ollivia[:

2010-04-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

我心里好辛苦啊...
FML.

2010-04-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

Mistaken ): haix
heart broken.....
I can feel he is abit emotional now too...
:/
blasting songs now....

2010-04-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

I wished she disappeared....
But it's never going to happen......

2010-04-03T02:08:00.002+08:00

If u could let me choose to be emo or happy...
Do u think I would choose to be emo?...
I'm emoing about u boy...
But th return I get is...
):
haix.
I'm sorry.
From th moment u wake up ltr on...
Ull nv see me emo again.
I'll hide if I emo.
Ull nv find me when I emo.
Becuz....
All I wan is u..
But it seems like..
It's so hard right now.
It really is..
Becuz ur not gunna contact me if I emo.
And I emo about u. :/
see what I mean?..
Yea..
It's hard.
Haix.
Wish all this were not nessacery.
...
From this sentence on I'll nv put more than 1 full stop,
behind a word.
God bless.

2010-04-02T19:13:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry my dear boy.....
For being emo...
):
I know it's not ur fault...
But I can't force myself to make ppl think nth happened....
I'm sorry if I make u angry...
Idk why u sayd....
Dun take it like ur fault.....
I really didn't put th blame at u at all....
I really didn't......
T-T
haix....

2010-04-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

Why me?
Why?.....
It breaks my heart u know....
Knowing everything..
Major headache....
):
I'm thinking again....
Suddenly everyone chanced....
Or Is it just me?....
I really breaking down le....
Crying.....
When can I stop?....
When will that be?....
Am I going to eat my med tonight?....
Probably no.....
Haix.....
My fault again.....
He angry again.....
Becuz I'm effing emo :/...
Haix....
Why am I so idiot?.....
Why must I emo?......
Why?......
Can I stop please?....
Take it I beg myself :/....
I wan to stop emoing.....
Thinking about everything....
How I waited at sk today.....
Why did I go?....
I missed u....
Wanted to see u.....
But now I screw everything up again.....
Now ur angry at me.....
Idiot me.....
Why.....
Must I make u so angry.....
Why must I always create trouble....
To make u angry then I emo......
Then ull leave me once again.....
U promised u won't....
): .....
Why am I always creating trouble?....
It's becuz I'm so jealous.....
So sad.....
So lonely......
So angry......
So annoyed......
:/ i'm trying to understand u.....
Give in to u....
Cheer u up when u sad....
And so many things more.....
:/.....
I waited for u for like almost 5 months....
5months.....
Just for u....
I have nv loved anyone so much u know?...
Even when I found out about that in chalet.....
I still waiting.....
U won't wan that to happen to u right?.....
U can't take it too de right?....
But why I still dun mind?......
Im trying to tahan that pain u know?.....
): ....
So many more pain I'm trying to hold on to.....
I can't let em go u know?... ):
it's so hard u know?.....
I can't take it anymore.... Th pain....
):
haix....
Hope it all changes one day....
No more hurts.....
Really beg u god....
To make it come true....
Just wan to spend my time...
With him...
):

2010-04-02T11:20:00.001+08:00

Kb ok.
I dun jio ppl out le ok.
I wait long long for ppl jio me out.
Stay at home rot ok?
Zzzz
fuck.....
Wan go shopping also no one pei...
Jio ppl out all Mai go.
Got ppl go than they pangseh me.
Kb -.-
zzzz....
So dulan now....

2010-02-10T12:28:00.002+08:00

Haix... Did smth wrong again....
I got angry.....
Now he isn't replying me.....
He hates me....
);
haix
serve me right....
I can't be understanding....
I keep pile everything in my heart TT
my heart..... ); hais hais TT
gunna cry soon....
Haven cried for so long );
cuz we didn't quarrel....
But now we did TT
and it's all my fault again ):
Haix
no mood.
TT );

2010-01-27T12:33:00.001+08:00

Updated o-o
Finally..
After so long :D
OMFG
Bored.
Omg sometimes feel so left out ==

2010-01-24T04:29:00.000+08:00

Olli loves surprises so much (;
wishes for more!!
Wooo (:

2010-01-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

Guess i'll be alone on my bday...
;/...
Going playground now....
And tmr.....
Alone ):......
woot its gunna rain ;/

2010-01-15T14:12:00.000+08:00

Maybe 14 years is long enough for my life?......

2010-01-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

Omg ;/
he is sad.
Why? Idk ):
Went to clinic.
Something happened.
WTF is wrong with me );
thinking about it.
Whut if th doc sayd th correct thing?
I'll finally find out after a few months.
Oh I can skip pe for a month.
Lol should I be happy? ;/
omg he heard me sing last night
ahhh
I dun got a nice voice to sing.
+ my throat x-x
eeeek x:
I miss him...
Love him so much.
I hope he is alright ;/
he doesn't seem to be well.
Maybe it's just me.
But I know him.
I know he is trying to chill.
But he just can't do it ;/
whuts wrong?
If it's smth to be sad of...
I'd rather be th one being sad.
Sadness shoo leave him alone );
and if he is angry...
Id rathr it be me too 0;
anger shooooo from him too!! );
he ish supposed to be loved not angry or sad.
Omg );
so worried for him now.
Ahhhhhhhhh
chooo ._.
Worried for Kel Kor too.
He seems really very hurt...
WTF ;/
hope he really doesn't do anything stupid.
Omg >.<

2010-01-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

Omg I got nth to write :0
sch started. (:
yay (: all my friends (:
lalalalala!!!!!
Quiet fun (: all my chers are nice.
Chinese Cher ish gay. Lmao. He sounds gay Oo
English Cher mr Ali (:
geog cher mr Lee (: HAHA!!!!
Sci Cher ish a woman (: lalalala idk her name!! Omg!!! X:
lit Cher ish miss nurain >.< ahhhhhh!!!!
Math Cher Ellen tan. (: lalala she's nice! Woo. I think (:
lalala!!!!! Omg I dun wan drama ): sucks.
Disgusting x: lalalala hahas
greatest time of th year is now.
Can see sec3 wear long pants.
Hah!!! Funny >.Omg th icc from my sch -'-
WTF they scold mathu
and say she n her friends , me n affiqah
only act!! WTF?!?!?!?
Who's th ppl acting );
mom told me to join cca this year -_-
omg I dowan.
Waste my time ):
urgh.
Omg really nth to write le. >.< ahhhhhh
I miss him ): how?!!!!!

2010-01-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

Like I told soneone.
Even if he doesn't wan me anymore.
I'll still wait for him (:
I'll wait happily.
I do anything stupid (:
like I said to him.
He is my one and only dear.
So he shall be my one and only ^^
I'll wait.. I will (:
just for another chance.
Yeh (;
I rmb u told me to study.
I will (: I shall get good grades for u to see.
I will not do stupid things.
I won't (:
no one gots to worry for me (;
although my heart is broken
I'm still strong enough to stay happy.

Until th day comes.. (:

2010-01-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

Not angry. Just dun feel right.
So hungry /: no energy.
Walked from my house to playground.
Than cross overhead bridge to my block agn.
Than walked to Bowen and cross over head bridge to
yck capel. Than cross road to Bowen.
Than walk around Bowen to th condo near hougang point.
Than walk around condo. Than to hougang point.
Than shortcut back to home. Than go down agn.
Walk to opposite block n came back. Yay!!

2010-01-06T12:30:00.001+08:00

Didn't go sch /: too sad...
I fail yeah....
/: I'm not a good person....
I show my attitude every now n then ):
hais....

2010-01-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so in need of someone to talk to now....
Crying real tears....
Hais......

2010-01-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

Fuck......
I can't take it anymore....
Everything I do is fucking wrong Zz
whuts wrong with me....
Why can't I just fucking do things that ppl like.....
I feel so bad now.....
Yet I have to fucking act like nth happened...
So troubled...... Wan to tell someone my problems.....
But everything I do... Everyone thinks it's wrong....
Yeah I suck.... Wanted to just fucking use com to cheer up...
Than got scolded even more... -.-
it made me feel worse... Zzz.....
I'm so tired of everything now.....
Really just wan to be happy... That's all I'm asking for.
but why does it seem so hard......

Lifesucks....

2010-01-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

Sick of explaining....
Whut did I do wrong now??....
everytime my night will be ruined.
Feel so useless.
Good for nth.
I only make ppl annoyed.
Sorry.
I won't stop u anymore.
Do whut u wan ok?
U happy can le...
I miss u so badly now....
N I tho I could see u tmr....
I'm wrong....
I'm crying now.... Supposed to be eating....
Yea there's food in front of me but it's been there for an hr.
Feel so sucky now.... Reallly..... Hais ):

...

2010-01-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
Sad.
Donno whut happen today also....
Were so happy in th afternoon..
Than we called and I tho..
He was really busy cuz he was talking to me.
Than suddenly he would call someone else.
He seem really busy so I didn't wan to bother him...
Than he didn't wana reply my mages.
After that when he replied he seems so angry.....
guess I didn't smth bad.....
Guess I hurt him... Maybe he thinks...
I dun wanna talk to him..
heard him said he need to chiong bathe so maybe
I could give him more time....
I really got no mood now....
My mom pinched my hand and it is still red now...
It hurts....
My heart....
Hais.....
I'm so sorry.... It's not that I dun wan to talk to u.....
Hais..... no mood to eat... Butt I feel like eating so many junk food...
Mom wanted to confiscate phone... Didn't know why I keep hiding it.
Not like anyone will msg me anyway........
Hais.

(:

2009-12-29T18:28:00.002+08:00

OK!!!
Today ima post a longlong 1
For u boy~ :D
THANK ME HOR~
Went out with Mel n kel kor ytd.
OMG we were supposed to find Hongda
AND SCOLD HIM THAN IF I NOT HAPPY
I SLAP N PUNCH HIM ):<
than he not home
OMG
STUPID GUY
OMGWTF
Ok i got nth to update ==
Btw smth i made for mel
HAS BEEN DISCOVERED!! O:
Ok not really discovered
I told him ._.
OMG ytd we watched chipmunks 2
Its nice :D
N cute
Than go playground slack untill 8+
And i went home o:
lallalala~
woot i finally got my iphone ^-^
YAY~
weeeeeee i got same phone with him O_O
*stare*
Btw Mel told me to post so i post
IF he never tell me post this blog i think die again o:
OMG I KILLED A BLOG
AHHHHHHHHHH
*hides from police*
IM INNOCENT T-T
OMFG WHY AM I SO LAME
!!!!!
lmao
Drako ish up.
Cam asked me if i was gunna play it
Should i? O_O
But i dun use th com that much anymore
Someone else uses it very long
EVERYDAY
LOL.
Ok nvm that
idc anyways
Got nth to do if i have th com anyways~

TIME TO STOP BLOGGING O-O

:l

2009-12-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm still sad....
Hidding it..
Just wan him to be happy.
He can do w/e he wans.
Really..
^o^
As long as he ish happy.
Haven seen him for a few days.
Miss him ):
Kel kor still owes me a christmas present!!
Mel too D:<
When will i get it?!?!?!
T_T i wan it!!! ):
Dun scam my present!!!
ITS MINE I TELL YA!!! MINE!!! D:<
Lalalalalalalaaaaaaa
So bored~
OMG no1 jio me out
Rawr.
O:
i
wan
tiger
:D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
lalalalaaaaaaaaaaa
o-o"

..

2009-12-24T17:46:00.001+08:00

I learnt something today.
Acting is a crime.
Being sad is a crime.
Trying to be happy is a crime.
Wows....................
Doesnt pay to be nice yeah.... ):

=l

2009-12-24T15:59:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm...
Somethings....
Are better left unknown...
I'd rather be wondering whut u did than know whut u did.
): it hurts me....
It does...
hais.... udc....
.... clubbing....
Hais......
Clubs ruins relationships between....
Ppl.....
Someone told me to do th same too
But... Am i that kind of person?.....
Dun worry i wont cheat on u...
I wont kiss someone else...
=\
sighs....
club..... i hate that place ):....
Going with hawt girls..... ):
Guess im nth to u compared to clubbing....
Swears =l
Hope it wont happen to me tho..
But.. aw well as long as ur happy.
U can do it ^0^ i dun mind..
orz..
Hais kinda bored.
Its christmas tmr
Hope i get a few presents o:
OMG KEL U STILL OWE ME A CHRISTMAS PRESENT
IDC IF UR IN M'SIA O;
at least a present for christmas n im happy ^-^
Still cant forget it tho. =l
hmmmm i got nth to do now..
starring at th com... n thinking..
Hais. i wan new phone!!! ToT
Cheers o: Merry christmas.... EVE~......
Smiles always...

o:

2009-12-23T14:47:00.001+08:00

*UPDATES*
OMG HELP!!
SOMEONE ISH CHASING ME WITH A PARANG :C
HE WANS OLLI TO UPDATE BLOG!!!
I UPDATED!!!
HAPPY? :C

(:

2009-12-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

OMG WTF.
:D yay~
IM HAPPY~
so will he~
RIGHT? D:
OMG <3
lalalalaalaalalaa
got nth to write. Today went to
PLAYGROUND
than got 3 lame kids and a retarded mom ==
playing catching or smth ==
wtf so noisy.
OMG i still rmb ytd that 2 FUCKTARDS D:
GRRRRRRRRRRR ):<
they fucking guai lan me O_O

O_o

2009-12-13T12:18:00.002+08:00

Oh hai its me again O:
Oh wait. This is my blog :D Of cuz its me~
LMAO
YAY
WE PATCHED THINGS UP <3 THANKS TO TH PERSON WHO TOLD HIM O-O
Or maybe he guessed it out himself 030
Idk :D
LALALALAAAAA
Yay went out with mel ytd~
He was at mac looking at this old lady sleeping D;
AND HE SAID SHE WAS SO HAWT T_T
Whut bout me mel ):
Ohoh thans.... went home
I bring his xiang xiang jacket home xD
And he bring my ring home O_O cuz he was gaying around.
LOL.
:D
I slept with that jacket <3 omg!!
There was mel smell xD
Yay so happy x=
LALALALA~
Weeeeeeeeee <3
OMG
BORED
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
030

omg T_T

2009-12-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

I guess i revived this stupid blog =\
Hais......
Dam sad now.....
Him.......
I miss him already..... ):
Whut happened? Idk too.
Why im so pissed off......
Lately.....
Hais.... I sux.....
Im good for nth T_T
Cant even keep him happy.....
):
Hopefully we patch things up soon.....
I love him........ hais ):

2009-11-03T11:46:00.002+08:00

WOOO
Im backkk from miaing :D
No more DEAD BLOG =D lalalalaa~
Mel n kel u stupid cats x:
alot of things happened not gunna say all tho.
Ok. we've has this really boring class chalet that Edmund planned.
But im gunna plann another chalet for th class again :D Edmund's gunna be th other planner =D
WOOOO WE ROCK UR ASS X:
Lmao.
Im still playing Drako [:
It's still boring as usual o-o
Im going to ask my mom to let Mathu come to my house for sleepovers tonight! ;D
LALALALALALALA ^-^

.....

2009-09-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Ellu....
Qurreled with Tong today =\
i guess we are not gunna talk to each other agn....
forever...
T_T
no mood type liao...
byebye T_T

=\

2009-08-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

omg so many things to blog and idk whut to say >_<
OK! lets start with thursdays.
Thursday..... Went to Yijing's block. not her house tho =P
cuz....
LOUIS STAYS AROUND HER!!!
i think i know where louis stays now [:
WAKAKAKAKA
okok. Friday......
MATHU WENT TO LOOK IN LOUIS'S BAG N GUESS WHUT WE FOUND!!!
HIS HANDPHONEEEEEEEE~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
than i called my phone.
TO FINALLY GET HIS NUMBERRRRR WAHAHAHHA
BUT
i think his angry D: cuz...
he asked me whut class i from...
than i dowan say... in th end....
I SAID D:<
i know im an idiot. CUZ HE PROBABLY KNOW IT'S TH STALKERS!!
And now im so sad D:

BTW!!!! benson txted me [:

P.S. still like louis tay alot >_<....

....

2009-08-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

haix.....
so sad.........
why every1 ignoring now T_T
whut i did wrong?
D:
at least tell me T-T
....
i wanna....
bang wall liao nar T_T
i shall not....
post....
untill im happy....
D:

sorry deen T_T stop ignoring me....

o-o

2009-08-05T02:38:00.000+08:00

Gawwwwwwd... i like someone..... >_< how i wished i had him x: perhaps someday... [:

Haven been sleeping alot.Mom went to US n dad working night.
Can chiong maple [:
Hah :D my attack is more than deen. who has more rbs than me :D
I ROCK UR SOCKZ DEEN U WOLF :D
<3zxczxczxczxczxc
Gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwd
So bored
Need some sleep
Ima becoming a panda
LOL @ myself

I miss him already o-o"
someday....
I'll wait....
I'll tell him....
I'll tell u the truth someday boy....
<3

....

2009-07-23T21:07:00.001+08:00

wow... lookie here.... whut tong said to me.... hurtful much.... made my eyes waste water?......

u say why guys lie to u all
than wad u all belive
why u all accept them in the first place
is u all belive them rite?
than now say all are lier
u know wad
i also can say u all really cant acept it wad we do
wad are our reasons are
keep say its a lie
we bobian
cant stop u
cant change ur thinking
like wad u thinking now
no matter wad i say u comfirm treat it like im talking cock
but im nvm
i knew myself can already

D:

2009-07-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

Posting this.... for someone special.... Aka Tong o:

Haixx.... Tong are u sure u still treat me as a friend.... always talk to u u never say the things out de.... tell u something that makes me feel aweful keeping it in my heart and u laugh.... issit really that funny.... to tell other ppl whut i am feeling D:

Ur so bad lu D: haixx.... really hope can we with u agn.... but ya i know D: haixx..... really feeling no mood when i think about all those things.... I went throught all the msges u sent me.... the 1st few days u were so good to me.... after that day of not talking.... u suddenly changed D: i feel dam sad edi..... idk whut to do.... haix.....

i really wonder... if we will have the chance to patch back.... or u already found someone else. hope it's not Randy =\ gay much. x:

Good luck for ur N lvls ba.... haix.... i bet u have a new girl so ya.... Last long? =\.......

--"

2009-07-20T15:55:00.002+08:00

Gahhh D: im sick x.x fever D: maybe i got h1n1 :D i wan h1n1 <3 it's so cool x: lawls. never go sch today~ i wan go de!!! YAY Yijing told me... TMR WE SHIFTING TO 301 CLASSROOM!!!!! 301<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 it's louis's classroom :D omg i still love his hair x: hawt sessy hair <3 that day i going back home that time i saw someone with louis de hair. but the guy is so much uglier [: heheh. oh anyways.... Friday. Lloyd go in 1st floor gals toilet LOL!!! omg so funny x: than he go snetch my book. hahas. he ran into 3rd floor boys toilet. i almost went in O: than Gayboy ,KimHan help me talk my book out :D thanks Gayboy again n again n again. lawls. am going back to sch tmr. needa give Yijing her bball back x:
So bored >_< so dizzy now @_@
GL olly. to find a audi cpl [: heheh!~

=.=

2009-07-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

Im posting this for some ppl who keep spamming my blog....
STOP SPAMMING MY BLOG!!!!! AND I'LL NEVER ACCEPT LOUIS DIDI. WHOEVER U ARE =.= WHY KEEP PUT PASSERBY. HUM UH. DUN DARE TELL ME WHO U? ZZZ

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2009-07-13T18:27:00.002+08:00

Haix.... Why always my stead wont last 4 months?.... =\ sian.... now wan find also find in sch de le.... haix.... tong's excuss for breaking up was so stupid.... he wans to study for N lvls.... n our free tyme not same.... zzz.... get stead cannot study?.. free tyme not same dun go out la... also not forcing u... zzz... first is that huairen than benson than tong... wow i love my life... =_=ll fantastic....
The guys... == still callin me xmm.... sian. i where got so xiao neh O: Today got drama O:!!! so fun [: heh....
Helped Lloid copy "I should not eat in class" Lawls.... HAH. In ur face loser [: heheh if i never help eue see eue can go watch movie wib ur GIRLFWEN anot :D never thank me!!! worse.. still wan prank call me at night ._. diaoos >_<" yay~!!!! found out that 301 guy's name O: his name is.... Louis ._. LAWLS reminds me of a VERY VERY VERY VERY horny didi i got x: heheh.Lawls....
Trying to stop myself from msging someone.... But he keeps asking me whut's my problem.... Dont u get it boy D: im trying to forget u? D: so... go on T_T stay happy n last long to benson n noel.... Bless the both of eue O: ....
Haixx now always no mood to blog de.... I on com also wont come blog see... sure in Cabal or Audi... LOL.... my life is so nerdy ._.ll LAlaLAlaLAlaLAla
WOOOOOOOOO~! i talked to Kelvin kor in cabal [: heheh :3 im so pro [: THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP KORKOR <3 ILUBYOH[: HEH <333 Shall blog when i feel like it [:
Miss yoh boy....

[:

2009-06-28T16:36:00.004+08:00

yeh.... after so long ~ finally found a super tx stead O: his name is~~~ Stupid :D LOL! LALALALALA :D
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Heheh :D Tong i hart eue <3333 x: weeeeeeeeeeee
Benson is still my friend xD yay hahas.
Kaijie asked for stead agn x: weeeee he was fishing another girl O: LAWLS
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3 x:

......

2009-06-17T10:45:00.003+08:00

Dardar hai ai wo ma?.... if u really think i dun love u... haix... than... idk le....
So many things happened.... that day... got 2 noobs =.= still rmb their ign... keelokhong n xDevilSp3aRx =.=lll call me noob... than i jio them out settle they hum dun dare... than i tell him gimme their number they hum un dare give =.= cb la those 2 zzz than at night i got real angry? =.= and this was whut happened that day o.O and.... haix nth =.=ll haix.... sick... gots headache too...

retarded girl... still loves retarded boy....

2009-06-13T13:11:00.003+08:00

/ Saturday ,12-June-o9
1.Real name : Ollivia Lum Xueer[:
2.Nickname : Retarded Gurl
3.Star sign : Capricorn
4.Male or female : Female
5.Primary school : Xinmin Primary
6.Secondary school : Deyi Sec
7.JC/POLY : -Nil-
8.Hair color : Super uber dark brown :D
9.Long or short : Long
10.Loud or Quiet : Loud
11.Sweats or Jeans : Idk
12.Phone or camera : Phone
13.Health freak : EW NO
14.Drink or smoke : Smoke D:
15.Do you have a crush on someone : nopnop :3 already got some1 <3
16.Eat or drink : neither
17.Piercings : no more D: D: D: D:
18.Tattoos : nopnop~

Have you ever :

19.Been in an airplane : Yesh
20.Been in a relationship: Yesh
21.Been in a car accident : almost x:
22.Been in a fist fight : Nopnop

Firsts:

23.First piercing : when i was like... k2? o-o"
24.First best friend : forgotten :3 it was like when i was k1 :D
25.First award : idk
26.First Crush : p5 ~.~
27.First Vacation : so long ago i cant rmb D:

Lasts :

28.Last person you talked to : DarDar:3
29.Last person you texted to : Kelvin
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: no idea
32.Last food you ate : my sweet o-o" is it counted?
33.Last movie you watched : no idea
34.Last song you listened to : Breathless
35.Last thing you bought : my food ytd? o-o
36.Last person you hugged : Eeyore o-o is he a person? :D

Favourites:

37.Food : no fav
38.Drinks : applejuice
39.Clothing : no idea
40.Books : i hate books
41.Song : lot of song with SHE hates [:
42.Flower : i hate them :D
43.Colors : RED~!!
44.Movies : E.T
45.Phrase : Iduntknow , who noes , maybe n nth :D
46.Subjects: Math n History

You ever done before:

47.Kissed in the snow : HELL NO
48.Celebrated Halloween : kindof
49.Had your heart broken : DUH~
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Duh
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : NO~!!!!
52.Came out of the closet : yesh :D when i was at chalet x:
53.Gotten pregnant : NO
54.Had an abortion : no pregnant how abort babeh neh :D
55.Done something you've regretted : yesh
56.Broke a promise : yesh
57.Hid a secret : yesh
58.Pretended to be happy : everyday.
59.Met someone who changed your life : yupyup :D *stares at benson*
60.Pretended to be sick : yesh. normally to skip sch when i never do hw
61.Left the country : yesh
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : yesh o-o
63.Cried over some silliest thing : of cuz :D
64.Ran a mile : yup
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : yup.
66.Stay single the whole year : yesh. for like um... 11 yrs :D

Currently:

67.Eating : my sweet o-o
68.Drinking : water? ==
69.What I'm about to do : cabal? :D
70.Listening to :nothing?
71.Plans for tomorrow : idk yet D: probably hw cuz mom is home >.>
72.Waiting for : Benson :3 idk why? <3
73.Want kids : maybe o-o
74.Want to get married : yesh o-o
75.Careers in mind : idk
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : BOY LA

Things you look in a guy/girl:

77.Lips or eyes : EYES
78.Shorter or taller : taller~
79.Romantic or spontaneous : romantic
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : arms :D
81.Sensitive or loud : neither
82.Hook-up or relationship : relationship
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : neither <3

Have you ever:

84.Lost glasses/ contacts : nop o-o
85.Ran away from home : nop
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : nop. this is not a cruel... cruel... world :D
87.Killed somebody : ew no~ but im planning to kill benson o-o
88.Broken someone's heart : yesh
89.Been arrested : nop.
90.Cried when someone died : o-o who died

Do you believe in:

91.Yourself : nop :3
92.Miracles: yesh
93.Love at first sight : um... yes o-o
94.Heaven : yesh
95.Santa Claus : Santa is scared of me every year D:
96.Sex on the first date : EW NONONONONO
97.Kiss on the first date : o-o idk
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : yesh D: dardar~
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : not really o-o
100.This is the 100th & last question : yay :D where's the question o-o"

D:

2009-06-09T15:20:00.001+08:00

D:< dardar so bad, Haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
=.=lll this and that happened and i dowanna blog anymore? =.=lll
CAN I STOP BLOGGING NOW!!! i wanna go audi D:

=.=ll

2009-06-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

LOL bo bian must blog =.=ll LOL! bored ._."
Sian phone spoil =.=ll dam pissed by it
AND
SOMEONE accused me =.= of sticking to him when he hold my hand not me =.=
NO MOOD BLOG LEIIII dardar bu yao bi wo blog le ba T_T here's the post u wanted for like um... 3 days? T____T
haixx found out the 2pig -HUAIREN-x like ---xBubbleTea =.=ll and she already know~! but dowan tell her cpl ( my fwen) or me~!!!! so unreasonable =.= 2 timed by him =.= lucky i smart enuff :3 wakaka
LOVE YOH DARDAR <3
BU YAO SAD LE OK? :D
MWACKKKS <33

:D

2009-06-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

DARDARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <333 hughug :D
why do i love u so much? x:
see luhs make me addicted to u le :D
*hugs dardar n slap korkor*
weeeeeeee xD
ALAMAK celestine dun sad le o-o why so sad for someone so worthless x: (SORRY KORRRRR SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY)
SORRY ._.
LOL dont blame me plz ><
ANYWAYS went out with celestine n korkor today.
went to lan.
GUESS WHO I SAW~!~!~!~!
DANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII XD his hair spiked de ._. so cute xD wahahahaha should spike behind larhs ><
SIANNNN after lan... we say go playground than kor go emo =.= than i need go pei kor... ALONE~!...
THAN left celestine alone D: (SO SAD) and ever since then she emo liao =.=
anyways that fooker -HUAIREN-x break cpl =.= arzehole...
IMA BLOG TMR <333
MWACKS DARDAR <3

:3

2009-06-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

KOR I LOVE YOU :3 i love u too benson. but this post is NOT for u [= *evil laughers*
KOR MAI SAD LE <3 MWACKKKKKKS <33 mwacks too dardar <3
KOR IF REALLY NOT HAPPY SHOUT AT ME BAH =D <33333333 WEEEE =D *HUGS KOR*
BESTTTIIIIIIE KOR =D WAHAHAHAHAHA *EVIL LAUGHTERS* <3
MAI SAD OK =D u sad i will sad u know >.< very heart pain. ben sad i also will la >.< dun jealous.
*BITES KOR* =D I LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3
STAY HAPPY FOREVER KOR :3
LOVES YOHH <3

U TOO QING AI DE =D

>_<

2009-06-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

dardar D: i very sad... my fooking dad D: i talk on hp while playing com he scold me... i talk on hp when not using com he scold me... i talk on house phone while playing com he scold me... i talk on house phone when not using com he scold me... T_T i wan run away le la.... use phone nia also cannot...
STARE STARE STARE =.= I POKE UR FOOKING EYE THAN U KNOW ZZZ... haixx....
dardar i wan hughug D: anyways dardar. dont make kelvin korkor angry if not he angry u die liao x: abit scary sia.korkor dun kill me D:
dardar dun smoke le kays D: even if i smoke u also cannot take drugs D: because if u take drugs i jump down building [x and idk whut u will do >.<
LOL! Deagan so despo for Sarina (probably his gf) to fuuck him!!! LOL
Deagan u bloody gay [x so impatient.
GAYYYY XD

DARDAR WOAINI >.< MWACKKKS <3

D:

2009-05-31T11:20:00.003+08:00

Haixx i dowan sleep liao T_____________T i sleep also can make someone sad D:
Haixx... edmundtan so noisy x: arzehole~
ANYWAYS ANYWAYS~!!!! DANI TAY N ME ARE FRIENDS AGAIN WOOOOO >.< if i go hg lan must call him x:
HAIXXX SO SIAN D:
nth much happening >.< now sch holi got problem also cannot tell yijing le D:
ALL my fagging problems i seriously tell yijing de o-o pro right~~~ she's one of my fagging besttie fwen~!!!! :D
Haix today no mood D: arze....
anyways~~~ i love sleeping~ i sleep day n night~ im similar to a pig~ who sleeps for 23hr everyday... [:....

D:

2009-05-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOO SAD D: DARDAR WOAINI T_T why so cold to me today T_T whut did i do wrong D: i only went out with kelvin kor today ma..... nth happened also.... he only help me do my hw n ya.... we go walk walk D: serious!!! D:D:
Haix..... why did i do wrong.... sorry..... D:..... i know it's because of me going out with kelvin kor D: i just go meet him nia ma D: haix...
hopes we dont quarrel ya..... haix.... D:

o-o

2009-05-26T18:41:00.004+08:00

GODDAMMIDDAMMIDDAMMID D: leave me alone >_____< i got serious mood swing this few days n idk why D: donts wanna hurt any1 so ya... leave me alone? o_o...
ANYWAYS ANYWAYS did'nt go da sch today ~_~ stomach was seriously aching but ya... noone would care much so... >,< gg Olly~~~
YAYS got another new kor (ErYao kor) :D
NOW I GOTS KELVIN KOR <333 , JOEL KOR <33 & ERYAO KOR <3 :D
LOVE YOH KORS <333333333333333

WAKAKAKAKA XD Mwacks benson [: Dun sad le >< sorry about my mood swing D:

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2009-05-25T18:03:00.002+08:00

ASS dam u D: sucka D: HATE U FOOKING BETCH ZZZ...
SO MUCH TROUBLES NOW URGHHHHHHH
ASS.... SO MANY TROUBLES...
ZZZ NOT GONNA SHARE ANY FOOKING THING TO ANY OF U FREAKING PPL...
TODAY IN SCHOOL LIKE SO SAD ZZZ ALMOST CRIED AT MR ALI'S CLASS... DAM BETCH.... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ASS... I WAN CRY EDI LA...
ANYWAYS ANYWAYS!!!!! got new korkor <333 Kelvin kor ai ni o-o~ BUT!!!! benson~~~ love u much much much much more ;D
toopid la D: KEEP DISTURBING ME ASS HOLE~~~~
Need some1 to hug now *stares at Benson [:*
I DREW A VERY VERY BIG BIG BIG BIGGGGGGG SMILEY ON MY TABLE IN SCH :D IT'S BIG BIG BIG~!!! i also wrotes arzehole n Benson on it :D WAKAKAKA~~~ than Jean go cancel my love .-. eee not nice liao lo D:
haixx haixx KOR sorry D: make u sad haixxxxxx sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy D:
Miss my dardar liao D: ARZEHOLE FATHER SCOLD ME =.= NBCB =.=

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2009-05-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

U BLOODY $%^%&*($#@$%^&@#$%# D: i HATE yohhhhhhh...ur so NOT my sister zzz I HATE YOH :D STOP TELLING EVERYONE WHUT I BLOODY DO AT HOME -.- IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS CUZ U AIN'NT NOTHING TO ME! ARZE D: hates ppl staring at me for nth -.- RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *bangs wall*

My bestest bestest Benson is HAPPY today :D so gay:D wahahahah. u mr gay :D IM GAY TOO :D <3
Poor trishan for agreeing to be my punching bag ._. now u have aches all over cuz i rock at puching u :D
I WANNA PUNCH MY BESTEST BESTEST WALL IN SCHHHHHHHHHH XD
Loves yoh bennie O:!

....

2009-05-16T11:57:00.007+08:00

WTF Y IS EVERYONE BLAMING EVERY FUCKING THING.... AT ME? ZZZ ASSHOLE.... WHERE I OFFENCE U PPL ZZZ..... I REALLY HATE IT... URGH.... EVEN BENSON DOES'NT BELIEVE ME..... I DID'NT FUCKING TELL MY MOM THAT WHORE WENT OUT WITH FRIENDS ZZZ MY FAULT LA ZZZ I DUN EVEN CARE BOUT HER DAM FUCKING SHIT LIFE ZZZZZZZZ I NEVER EVEN TALK TO MY MOM IN THE MORNING CEPT FOR SAYING ORH ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I HATE U ZZZ I CAN SEE UR JUST FUCKING HELPING THAT WHORE OVER N OVER AGN AND BLAMING EVERYTHING AT ME ZZZZZ
UR MAKING ME NOT TRUST U EVER AGN ZZZ ASS.....
FUCK LA ZZZ NO MOOD...
ZZZ I DONT EVER WANNA TELL ANY1 ABOUT MY STUFF ANYMORE..... EVER SINCE THAT DAY I KEPT EVERY UNHAPPINESS TO MYSELF AND FAKE A SMILE ON MY FACE ZZZ U THINK I ENJOY THAT?.....
ASS HOLE ASS HOLE ASS HOLE!!! URGH....................

iiie really need someone to talk to.... someone that trusts me

[:

2009-05-15T13:44:00.003+08:00

haiyooooo~ so sian x.x today go see that bishan gay agn but he was staring at his phone .-. probably got alot guys de photo >.<
fell asleep last night D: sorry darling >,< was too tired.. and when i said i'll call u at 1130 i fell asleep and woke up at 2am >,< dun kill me x.x im really sorry
<3
haizzz now i got problems also dun dare tell ppl le x.x
oh and today in sch they call me girlgirl agn >.< and that benson~!!! keep calling me xia0meimei D:
BENSON CAN I KILL U? D:
why do u sound like u still care bout her so very much? >-< i sad le sia. u narh D:
LALALALA~
SO BORED~
MISS HIM~
HIS INTERNET CONNECTION SUCKS >.<
LOUSY COM~
BOOOOOO~
LOL im feeling lame right now .-.
*lames*

>,<

2009-05-14T15:47:00.001+08:00

Omg today was my art exam ~.~ guess whut [: I DREW APPLEMAN~! XD but it was so ugly only the background n it's head looks nice x: after that i went to amk hub >,< but makenzie decided we should go visit the bishan gay O: woooooooo HIS SO GAY HE STARES AT GUYS'S TOOTS WHEN THEY WALK PASS~!
U BLOODY GAY~!!!! SO OLD EDI~!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEE SAW BRYAN WU AND HE IS MAKENZIE'S FRIEND EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
bryan wu walked past the bishan gay twice >.< and that bloody gay was staring at his pants .-.
SUPER GAY~
ahas :D serve u right bloody bryan x:
ONE OF THE BBALL BOYS CALL ME GIRLGIRL AGN JUST NOW IN AMK HUB >,< RAWR
IT'S SO BORING TODAY RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR still got yijing's basketball ~.~ gonna keep it untill tuesday xD wakakaka
DARLING WHY EVERY TEST NO MOOD DE >,< MAKE ME SO SAD~!
CHEEEEEEEER UP [: <333

>,<

2009-05-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

hihi:D 1st post <33
today was mine um o-o mine whut.. oh ya mine math paper 2 >.< after that i went to amk library >,< 1st time there <3 and some basketballers from deyi there also ~.~ than they were trying to call me go talk to them blah blah~ than when they walk past me they were like calling me girl girl than meimei than jiejie than auntie than ah ma. Lol and when they asked my named i said my name was something ;x and they started calling me dong xi :D
EWWW :D
after the library thingy i went to playground .-. and started emoing on the swing xD. after that went to amk hub and saw 2 basketballers from the library >.< and they were like "chiobu~!" lol i mean pfft im so ugly and they called me chiobu :D go home sian =.= knock on door untill my hand going burst than that girl -.- ... girl.... UR LUCKY I EVEN CALL U GIRL D: okok .-. that girl took forever to get her ass... from her bedroom... to the door =.= which is only a few steps =.= she open the door liao i diao her :D yay me <333 gg olly :D
OLLY HATES HER D:
it's not my fault i stole her bf D: *coughcough* stole x: HE CAME TO ME BISHHH!!!!!
LOL over reacting <333
oh anyway *coughcough* I SAW THE GUY WITH THE COOL HAIR IN THE BUS STOP ON THE WAY TO LIBRARY~!!!!! mathu said she would help me ask for his name D: BUT she was too scared =.= I LOVE HIS FAGGING HAIR~! <3 >,< olly relax o-o"
im so bored n benson's replying me so slowly >_< BENSON REPLY FASTER D:< i'll get crazy >,< benson does'nt post on his blog everyday D:
lalala:D