Why me?
Why?.....
It breaks my heart u know....
Knowing everything..
Major headache....
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I'm thinking again....
Suddenly everyone chanced....
Or Is it just me?....
I really breaking down le....
Crying.....
When can I stop?....
When will that be?....
Am I going to eat my med tonight?....
Probably no.....
Haix.....
My fault again.....
He angry again.....
Becuz I'm effing emo :/...
Haix....
Why am I so idiot?.....
Why must I emo?......
Why?......
Can I stop please?....
Take it I beg myself :/....
I wan to stop emoing.....
Thinking about everything....
How I waited at sk today.....
Why did I go?....
I missed u....
Wanted to see u.....
But now I screw everything up again.....
Now ur angry at me.....
Idiot me.....
Why.....
Must I make u so angry.....
Why must I always create trouble....
To make u angry then I emo......
Then ull leave me once again.....
U promised u won't....
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Why am I always creating trouble?....
It's becuz I'm so jealous.....
So sad.....
So lonely......
So angry......
So annoyed......
:/ i'm trying to understand u.....
Give in to u....
Cheer u up when u sad....
And so many things more.....
:/.....
I waited for u for like almost 5 months....
5months.....
Just for u....
I have nv loved anyone so much u know?...
Even when I found out about that in chalet.....
I still waiting.....
U won't wan that to happen to u right?.....
U can't take it too de right?....
But why I still dun mind?......
Im trying to tahan that pain u know?.....
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So many more pain I'm trying to hold on to.....
I can't let em go u know?... ):
it's so hard u know?.....
I can't take it anymore.... Th pain....
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haix....
Hope it all changes one day....
No more hurts.....
Really beg u god....
To make it come true....
Just wan to spend my time...
With him...
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