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|27 January 2010

Updated o-o
Finally..
After so long :D
OMFG
Bored.
Omg sometimes feel so left out ==

Still missing u.... ♥....
12:33:00 pm

|24 January 2010

Olli loves surprises so much (;
wishes for more!!
Wooo (:

Still missing u.... ♥....
4:29:00 am

|15 January 2010

Guess i'll be alone on my bday...
;/...
Going playground now....
And tmr.....
Alone ):......
woot its gunna rain ;/

Still missing u.... ♥....
2:52:00 pm

Maybe 14 years is long enough for my life?......

Still missing u.... ♥....
2:12:00 pm

|14 January 2010

Omg ;/
he is sad.
Why? Idk ):
Went to clinic.
Something happened.
WTF is wrong with me );
thinking about it.
Whut if th doc sayd th correct thing?
I'll finally find out after a few months.
Oh I can skip pe for a month.
Lol should I be happy? ;/
omg he heard me sing last night
ahhh
I dun got a nice voice to sing.
+ my throat x-x
eeeek x:
I miss him...
Love him so much.
I hope he is alright ;/
he doesn't seem to be well.
Maybe it's just me.
But I know him.
I know he is trying to chill.
But he just can't do it ;/
whuts wrong?
If it's smth to be sad of...
I'd rather be th one being sad.
Sadness shoo leave him alone );
and if he is angry...
Id rathr it be me too 0;
anger shooooo from him too!! );
he ish supposed to be loved not angry or sad.
Omg );
so worried for him now.
Ahhhhhhhhh
chooo ._.
Worried for Kel Kor too.
He seems really very hurt...
WTF ;/
hope he really doesn't do anything stupid.
Omg >.<

Still missing u.... ♥....
8:19:00 pm

|09 January 2010

Omg I got nth to write :0
sch started. (:
yay (: all my friends (:
lalalalala!!!!!
Quiet fun (: all my chers are nice.
Chinese Cher ish gay. Lmao. He sounds gay Oo
English Cher mr Ali (:
geog cher mr Lee (: HAHA!!!!
Sci Cher ish a woman (: lalalala idk her name!! Omg!!! X:
lit Cher ish miss nurain >.< ahhhhhh!!!!
Math Cher Ellen tan. (: lalala she's nice! Woo. I think (:
lalala!!!!! Omg I dun wan drama ): sucks.
Disgusting x: lalalala hahas
greatest time of th year is now.
Can see sec3 wear long pants.
Hah!!! Funny >.Omg th icc from my sch -'-
WTF they scold mathu
and say she n her friends , me n affiqah
only act!! WTF?!?!?!?
Who's th ppl acting );
mom told me to join cca this year -_-
omg I dowan.
Waste my time ):
urgh.
Omg really nth to write le. >.< ahhhhhh
I miss him ): how?!!!!!

Still missing u.... ♥....
5:27:00 pm

|06 January 2010

Like I told soneone.
Even if he doesn't wan me anymore.
I'll still wait for him (:
I'll wait happily.
I do anything stupid (:
like I said to him.
He is my one and only dear.
So he shall be my one and only ^^
I'll wait.. I will (:
just for another chance.
Yeh (;
I rmb u told me to study.
I will (: I shall get good grades for u to see.
I will not do stupid things.
I won't (:
no one gots to worry for me (;
although my heart is broken
I'm still strong enough to stay happy.

Until th day comes.. (:

Still missing u.... ♥....
8:23:00 pm

Not angry. Just dun feel right.
So hungry /: no energy.
Walked from my house to playground.
Than cross overhead bridge to my block agn.
Than walked to Bowen and cross over head bridge to
yck capel. Than cross road to Bowen.
Than walk around Bowen to th condo near hougang point.
Than walk around condo. Than to hougang point.
Than shortcut back to home. Than go down agn.
Walk to opposite block n came back. Yay!!

Still missing u.... ♥....
6:59:00 pm

Didn't go sch /: too sad...
I fail yeah....
/: I'm not a good person....
I show my attitude every now n then ):
hais....

Still missing u.... ♥....
12:30:00 pm

|05 January 2010

I'm so in need of someone to talk to now....
Crying real tears....
Hais......

Still missing u.... ♥....
10:19:00 pm

|03 January 2010

Fuck......
I can't take it anymore....
Everything I do is fucking wrong Zz
whuts wrong with me....
Why can't I just fucking do things that ppl like.....
I feel so bad now.....
Yet I have to fucking act like nth happened...
So troubled...... Wan to tell someone my problems.....
But everything I do... Everyone thinks it's wrong....
Yeah I suck.... Wanted to just fucking use com to cheer up...
Than got scolded even more... -.-
it made me feel worse... Zzz.....
I'm so tired of everything now.....
Really just wan to be happy... That's all I'm asking for.
but why does it seem so hard......

Lifesucks....

Still missing u.... ♥....
1:01:00 am

|02 January 2010

Sick of explaining....
Whut did I do wrong now??....
everytime my night will be ruined.
Feel so useless.
Good for nth.
I only make ppl annoyed.
Sorry.
I won't stop u anymore.
Do whut u wan ok?
U happy can le...
I miss u so badly now....
N I tho I could see u tmr....
I'm wrong....
I'm crying now.... Supposed to be eating....
Yea there's food in front of me but it's been there for an hr.
Feel so sucky now.... Reallly..... Hais ):

Still missing u.... ♥....
9:02:00 pm

...|01 January 2010

Haiz...
Sad.
Donno whut happen today also....
Were so happy in th afternoon..
Than we called and I tho..
He was really busy cuz he was talking to me.
Than suddenly he would call someone else.
He seem really busy so I didn't wan to bother him...
Than he didn't wana reply my mages.
After that when he replied he seems so angry.....
guess I didn't smth bad.....
Guess I hurt him... Maybe he thinks...
I dun wanna talk to him..
heard him said he need to chiong bathe so maybe
I could give him more time....
I really got no mood now....
My mom pinched my hand and it is still red now...
It hurts....
My heart....
Hais.....
I'm so sorry.... It's not that I dun wan to talk to u.....
Hais..... no mood to eat... Butt I feel like eating so many junk food...
Mom wanted to confiscate phone... Didn't know why I keep hiding it.
Not like anyone will msg me anyway........
Hais.

Still missing u.... ♥....
10:09:00 pm